I can’t even deal that it’s September.
September means school starts in 6 days. So much to do.
It also means the summer is over and I feel like I didn’t even have a summer.
End of May to beginning of August I was interning.
The last three weeks I was working for my internship supervisors.
Now…I’m trying to just catch up on life and my own work before I have a whole lot more put on my plate in 6 short days.
Gah. I have that drowning in my own life feeling. Hopefully when I graduate at the end of this year it will all pay off.
It’s been really hard to find time to concentrate on the gym, and my weight, and what I’m eating. But it’s all still very important to me. I want to lose the 15/ 20 pounds I gained over the course of the school year last year. But I’m also realizing that perhaps my ultimate goal is a lot different from what it was when I was still overweight. Sure, a sculpted, ripped, toned body would be great. But above all else right now I just want to be healthy and comfortable. I need to feel confident and in control this whole year if I want to perform well in interviews and land a job right out of grad school.
All these things are going through my head right now. Back to school stress. Hello again.